12/13/2013 We are family!“Love is the human family’s most precious legacy. Its richest bequest. Its golden inheritance.” Michael Jackson This Blog will feature what is MOST precious to me now and that's the MJ 'fan-family' . We've always been close and treated each other as our MJ Bro' or MJ Sis. Like we feel that we're connected cause we love one man ONLY, that's our Michael! I know, that it hasn't been easy the past 4 + years cause how do you cope with a 'sudden loss'. No, you just don't get over it! Our hearts were torn apart and are now glued together by the memories, by the life long friends who feel the same ache and certainly by a wave of new fans who felt the change in the world when our light bringer, Michael, was suddenly snatched from us by some evil force. “You never know how long you have with someone, so don’t forget to say I love you while you can.” Michael Jackson “For me, Love is something very pure.” Michael Jackson There for years on, I thought I was 'doomed' to live in grief and darkness, forever mourning my lost loved one! Then one fine day, I got in touch with what we call a 'newbie' as in she's totally NEW to the MJ bubble. Like a toddler, she views the MJ bubble as a whole NEW world! Yet, I as a fossil fan who grew up with Michael and spend a lifetime loving and supporting him, it was quite a challenge for me to see the 'brighter' side in it all. For years, I only saw the hurt, the loss, the aching pain of missing him... The anger of WHY? WHY did we lose him so sudden? Why did NO ONE cared for him? WHY did we TRUST that they would take care of him? WHY was he left to die? What now, hey? Trying to drown my grief with stepping out of the MJ bubble was too scary and too much of leap in the abyss. Trying to cope with fossil fans around me, didn't quite work out too cause yet I know they feel the same pain but somehow it left my brain and heart still at war. Then, I got in touch with someone who loves and misses Michael dearly but somehow she hasn't got a HIStory with him that is both bright and dark. How funny, it might sound but that 'healed' me cause I can show her who Michael really is cause she's 'oblivious' to the dark side of our fan being. “I say, ‘You should blanket me’ or ‘you should blanket her’, meaning like a blanket is a blessing. It’s a way of showing love and caring.” Michael Jackson “The courage to be honest and intimate opens the way to self-discovery. It offers what we all want, the promise of love.” Michael Jackson Heartbroken, scared and yeash indeed a little tainted, I stayed in the MJ bubble, I met a lot of wonderful fans that are like family to me though. They've glued my heart together and put a band aid over my scared and tainted heart. I could have never imagined 4 years ago that I would 'heal' so PRETTY and be PROUD of who I am today. Carried by all my MJ Bro's and MJ Sisters who give L.O.V.E unconditionally cause they have experienced too how it feels to lose everything in a blink of an eye. We only got US left. US, the MJ fan-Family that Michael raised so proudly to be the change in the world. To make it a better place! To live in memories! To make new ones with our bro's and sisters by our side. I couldn't have wished for BETTER friends as YOU! I feel BLESSED to belong to the MJ fan-Family. I LOVE YOU and BLESS YOU ALL! “You never know how long you have with someone, so don’t forget to say I love you while you can.” Michael Jackson Credit quotes go to: http://love4mj.wordpress.com/michael-jackson-quotes-2/ With L.O.V.E, Daz. Comments are closed.
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AuthorI'm Daz and my Muse is called 'Michael', he likes to keep me awake with his 'inspiration' but without him. I would not be the same person and probably not a writer too. Archives
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