7/30/2013 Michael's girlHello lovelies, Darn, it's chilly now with the rain. Oh well, then it's time for a warm waffle then. I had a wonderful dream last night about being Michael's girl. I was on holiday with a bunch of guys. Weird, I know. I don't even have that many 'boy friends' but could have been fans too that stayed in the same hotel. We checked out and they didn't wait on me as they wanted a good view of the stage. We were going to a Michael concert indeed. Sometime laters, I spotted them on the field and they smirked at me that I finally made it too. I scolded them for leaving me behind like this. There was one boy that fancied me though but I'm not really 'boy friend material' though. The guys around him were still taunting him to forget all about me cause I was after all Michael's girl and he just couldn't cut it. Though, he didn't give up on me that easily and claimed he loved me. He asked me if he could join me. I fretted at him : "As long as you don't nag." See, how kind I am towards boys, HUH. Anyway, he asked me where my luggage was and I told him it was safely locked at the station in one of those paid lockers. "What happened to yours? " I looked around. "The security confiscated our luggage" He pouted. "Oh, security! " I only uttered returning my glance to the stage. After all, I came to see Michael hey and the boys were just tagging along in my point of view. I could feel how he tried to behave in my presence and not blew it up. I swear I could hear his thoughts trying to get inside of me. If he wanted a piece of me, he had to be better than Michael. What a tough challenge hey. Then finally the moment arrived and Michael 'popped' on stage spreading his Magic and Love on us. I now could feel the panic flares scorching my skin as he realized his friends were indeed right. To top Michael is an impossible challenge. Did I care about it? Nah, I belong to Michael, you see. I hope I made that clear to the desperate sots looking for a slave to the rhythm of love. I know, I couldn't help posting a story here. Well, nothing worth talking about happened today if you don't count in the Job portfolio I made as I need to find a job now too, DUH. Have a Great evening, Daz. 7/29/2013 BreatheMorning Folks on this nice and warm Monday, I was wondering lately why I wasn't feeling well. You know, how stubborn I am to go see a quack hey. All they do is pump you full of meds and say it'll be all okay. Sure, You see we still have Michael, don't we? I still feel guilty that I did found a Doctor that healed me. I was marked for death too 3 years ago and saved in the nick of time by a BLESSED Doctor. I still wish to this day, we could have SAVED Michael though cause he was left to die cause of his fame and fortune. He was just like us suffering from chronic pains and depended on meds cause otherwise life was hell. Can you IMAGINE not been able to SLEEP at night and still have to PERFORM on stage like NOTHING was bothering you? I don't get it WHY peeps can be so cruel. Anyway, I realized what held me down this weekend. I was NOT writing enough or should it be 'breathing' enough. I felt a heavy load on my chest and tough to catch my breath. That all evaporated when I was typing like crazy and I felt I could BREATHE again. I felt ALIVE again. I love this piccie cause it shows the FIRST type writer. I used my mum's to type up my first stories. Yep, I have been writing since I was 12, duh. It always gave me a sense of value to put down words and let them live their own life or even creating characters that take on their own form and become your BEST buddies. I'm NOT so fond of the BIG BAD world where only envy and hurt rules. I'm for Love and knowledge and definable adventure and escapism too. That's what I want to achieve here. BRING ESCAPISM TO LIGHT YOUR PATH. Yours, Daz. 7/28/2013 crazy weekendHello peeps, Hope you didn't get your feet wet this weekend. Oh boy, this has been one crazy weekend though with thunderstorms at the ready and flooded windowsills. Glad I put some towels to dam the flood though and now they are drying in the sun. Seems compared to the festivals and camping people I got away good. Nature can't be stopped hey. Yet, they say that July is the Thunderstorm month cause of the heat. It was really getting unbearable at times and now it has cooled off quite a bit but 20 °C is still nice for me. I guess that's Summer, right? It's only then that you realize how much Internet has invaded our lives. I was gonna blow on Sats really. No Computer all morning just trying to get the water to stay away and I was a bolt of fire at the end of the day and only cooled down cause I decided to edit a book for publishing. See, when mayhem strikes, it's then that you realize what thrives you, hey. I'm only nice when I write or had a writing session behind me though cause it's like breathing and I do feel like I have no breath when I can't write at least a blog like this. I was exactly gonna 'relax' this evening. Don't giggle, I was till the bloody game kept pestering me that I didn't have enough energy, duh. Happens in real life too, I easily get drained and then I need to recharge cause my reserve battery is somehow leaking too. So, here I am now. Refuelling my energy. Me and Dhanya are getting BEST buddies though and I see my folks smile at how nice I am when I have her with me. I'm someone who NEEDS thrills and excitement. My brain freaks out by random and lame things. I guess, I'm spoiled, I know but I just can't figure out why peeps can hang in sofa's all day and watch crap. The frustrating thing is, society only offers you crap. I've been looking at what the TV company offers and they don't even mention the Science and History channel but only those lame channels. I'm really glad my dad has them cause we're like exciting kiddies watching a program on Science. We're like 'knowledge seekers' LOL Anyway, did something exciting happen this weekend? The thunderstorm I guess and the squeals from my neighbours each time lighting struck. I thought it was really funny to hear them yell. I'm not really fond of lighting too but I don't squeal like a chick though. Oh, we watch Eastenders too. That's our Fave soap! My mum and I are fans from the first hour as they say. I love this soap cause it's beautifully written and you can just pick out the psychological profiles out of it. My fave characters are Jean , Shirley and Dexter. Tadaa for now, Daz. 7/23/2013 I'm sizzlingAloha again, PHEW, are you sizzling too? I guess, it's like being in a sauna, a FREE one now. Healthy for your body cause you sweat out all the nasty stuff and eating comes cheap too as it's too hot for even toast and all you manage to eat is stuff from the fridge and lots of water and juice. Anyway, this piccie shows here my Plan B. It's even too HOT for my usual brace and without one, I can't type this so. I just used a see through Bandage and a burn dressing. Oh, very important! I pulled out the metal plate out of my brace and managed to plaster it in the bandage too. See, my hand is a lost cause! Did I babble here so you could say, AH Poor thing? NAH, just wanna show you that "whatever you believe, you become". I wasn't even allowed to write any more but it's like telling a painter he's allergic to paint or a dancer that they need to amputate his foot if he continues to dance. When it' strapped in like this, you should see me type. I hope it inspires people to see obstacles aren't always there to stop you but challenges to take that hurdle and create HIStory anyway. If your dream in in your heart; then it can come true no matter what the odds. Sizzle you later, Daz. 7/22/2013 me, the BookwormMorning Folks on this HOT searing Monday, This is me yesterday, visiting my parents. What I always do on a Sunday and yes, they were watching the whole NEW KING thing and me? I'm the bookworm and the net geek. You set me in front of a TV and I blow up or it should show something really exciting that it pins me to the sofa. I just love to be 'entertained' by a story. I've found a new site that publish fan fiction. It kept me sweet all afternoon and I'm even excited she posted a new update this morning. I can't wait to read it! I love to write fan fiction too or should it be "Amazing stories with a Michael theme". This is Dhanya, my new tablet. I really pondered over if I should get her but now, I can't miss her any more cause she has COOL features like the "COOL NOTES" app which bundles all your activities so you don't forget stuff and the handy "HELLO" app which looks after your budget. I even have a weather app which I think is quite cool too and I don't even have to watch TV or listen to the news any more as I got Yahoo news too with all the latest 'Breaking news' stories. Funny thing was, when I decided to buy her in the store all I asked the saleslady was if I could write on it and if it showed MJJC. Of course, she looked quite startled at me and said it comes with a 3G subscription which means you can see all your fave websites. DUH, I know silly me hey. Okay water you later, Daz 7/21/2013 Cough busy hatsjoeHello peeps, Phew, finally got here! As you can read the title I'm in the BUSY mode, right now. I'm NOT complaining about it, I love it! It keeps me alive and kicking. What keeps me BUSY? Passions, pure and simply! We had a breakthrough 'storyboard' wise. My muse and I finally solved the problem. Don't know if I told you we were quarrelling over how the "Scared" trilogy would end hey. Well, my muse wanted a BLAST a real CLIMAX like in the movies DUH. I wanted a more subtle approach. Guess, who won? Nah, I'm NOT spilling the beans here. You'll see when you read "Scared no more". Besides that, I spent ONE afternoon on my terrace without the wind screen. Didn't bother to set it up and hurt my hands and NOW, my Summer cold doomed up again so I'm coughing and sneezing like it's freezing outside DUH. Ah, well, as long as I can temper it with Strepsils and Vicks, it's okay. Cough... I think that is a rap... Hatsjoe! Daz. 7/17/2013 You rock my worldAloha, Damn, it's HOT, right? It's finally Summer. I thought we would forever be stuck in Winter. We lacked a good Spring but these T° 's are making up for it. I know, the title is confusing you, hey. It just fits with the piccie. When I look at Michael, my 'Reborn' son, he rocks my world too. Stops it turning for awhile as I gaze into his face dreaming of a better world. I just can't imagine how people can abandon such a miracle. I know, peeps say I see it too 'rosy' cause I can't have any and I only see the 'rosy' side. The 'dark' side is that I always wanted kids but the body said 'NOPE'. Sigh! Michael is here sunbathing in his new Summer outfit on the terrace in the sun. I love to go shopping and buy the darnest clothes for him. Silly? Nah! He rocks my world and keeps me grounded. Grown men play with toy trains too, don't they? People always claim I'm so sweet and nice, Duh. Then you never heard me when I'm writing though. My muse hates phones cause it distracts him and then I can't listen to him. OMG, I'm simmering here and only wearing the odd T-shirt and sweatpants though. I'm almost out of water. Water? Yeah, Evian! Keeps you young, LOL. Swim you later, Daz. 7/16/2013 Sparkle of lifeHello lovelies, Time for another scribble. I vowed to make it Daily but that is sometimes hard when you're the 'independent' woman that I am though. Anyway, explains why I skip a day cause sometimes my day get so jam packed that it doesn't leave me the gasp to scribble about what's all going on. As you see in the piccie, I went out to fetch me another hoodie, sleeveless for the summer and the lady even smiled at me. I tried to take a piccie with me in it but I never look okay in a piccie so this is plan B. WHY did I name this scribble sparkle of life? Simple cause today, I'm reminded that the spark of life is still there. It felt good that a friend I had lost touch with 18 years ago, was looking for me on FB. I'm glad she found me. Okay, we nagged about our perils in life but I did mention the positive stuff too. What have I done that is remarkable to babble about here? I went to the library yesterday. Boring? NAH, never. I go to the one in Gent. It's a whole trip, I know but that is just the beauty of it. Indeed, authors do come out of the woodwork or from behind their screens to soak up new inspiration. I love to spot how people act, walk, talk and all in the comfort of ignorance while I wear my sunglasses. I may seem broken on the outside but my mind thrives on experiences and getting 'snapshots' of places. When I arrived at the library for the 2nd time. I 'mind mapped' the place. Funny enough, I don't remember the name of the street but now I have a piccie in my mind of the surroundings of the library makes it easy to recognize when I have to get off the bus next time cause indeed I borrowed two books again. One English for 'relaxing' and one Dutch to 'uphold' the language. I guess, its something typically for an Aspie. Now, don't run off now. I don't have the 'official' label on paper and I don't tend to buy off my diagnose but I know and feel I'm one. Problem? NAH, It's just the way I am. I have a mind that thinks in 'piccies' that's all. Well piccie you later, LOL. Daz. 7/14/2013 Sad day for JusticeHello Peeps, Today marks a sad day for Justice. We've drifted so far, have we? How can someone who KILL an INNOCENT 'unarmed' young man be set FREE!!!! Where would it end? Whatever happened to PROTECT and SERVE or is it only for the HAPPY FEW now? I'm exactly baffled today but instead of being defeated by this act of 'Injustice' . I'll just go out and buy another HOODED sweater in REMEMBRANCE of Trayvon Martin. A young man with dreams and ideals KILLED in the prime of his life cause he wore a hood to PROTECT him from the rain. Note: This is NOT about taking sides or 'colouring' this scribble the 'wrong' way. This is about JUSTICE! Pure and simple! This is about the HUMAN right to PROTECT our children. #Justice4Trayvon Daz. 7/13/2013 ConnectedMorning Peeps, Had a wonderful afternoon shopping and couldn't resist to buy this COOL sleeveless sweater with hood for Daryll cause I already imagined him wearing it. They say that clothes make the man. They surely do. I've put him in awful outfits before that discredited his personality but this does him all the glory he deserves. I know, even when a writer goes shopping the story in 'em is still 'brewing' trying to find ways to grab his/ her attention. I was exactly looking for a sweater for D cause he's used to wear stuff that I don't wear any more and how silly it may sound, I wanted to buy something that would 'fit' him only, give him an own 'identity' so I can have mine back too. It's helping me to come to terms with the 'climax' of my 3rd book too which has been 'haunting' me lately causing a 'rift' between me and my muse. I have this 'pet peeve' that I can't let go of him but I eventually need to if I want that my readers get a chance to read the book and if I want to 'write' another book that is. See, that's the frustrating thing with me! I'm too 'connected' to my Protagonist. Don't want anything BAD happening to him but then again the story will NEVER see the light of day if I can't let him go. This is the real peril for a writer! Have an awesome Weekend, Daz. |
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