10/30/2013 get it out!Indeed, peeps. If something really worries you, bothers you, stops you. JUST GET IT OUT! Get it fixed and you'll feel so 'light' like a feather and a weight falls from your shoulders so please DARE. I know what a silly intro to simply tell tale here that my MJJCBlog Twitter page is working again. I was really worried about it so 'daring' I mailed 'my admin' for 'advice'. My admin or better said our 'Net wizard' fixed it in a jiffy, LOL. In other news, my books have arrived, HELL YEAH! In case, you haven't checked the HOME page or the NOVELS page? My 2nd book "Scared & Tainted" was published last week and I ordered a few copies myself. Funny thang though, I'm really baffled that this is my book, that I have written. See, how much 'damage' counselling can do, hey! I hate their 'psyche crap' of you are NOT able to do anything any more cause you're 'disabled' now. HUH, I've written this, you prick and with a CLEAR message too! Anyway, I'm really chuffed with how the book turned out to be. Tried some new stuff! I'm WOW, it worked! I'm so chuffed with the book cover too cause its the book cover that sells and it needs to 'represent' the book in just ONE piccie, you know. Proud to be a story teller! Daz. 10/29/2013 second chances~ Credit photo: #BoycottCM campaign ~ I went into town today and thought about 'life' and 'second chances' on the bus and indeed, sometimes we fret that people don't deserve a 2nd chance but either way, they will get one cause that's life, you know. Besides, it's what you do with that 2nd chance! Do you learn from your mistakes? Do you screw it up again? Are you even thankful for the 2nd chance ot do you take it for granted? I'm trying not 'moralize' here but these were just questions that popped into my mind today with Flousy out. Well, even murderers get 2nd chances! Do they deserve them? HELL NO! Freedom has a price too, you know! I wonder if he's gonna screw it up again! Well, we all have our own karma and struggles, you know so I'm letting it go. Well, this part! I'm still gonna #BoycottCM though cause that's part of my 'plan of life'. Anyway, H.A.T.E is not what Michael taught us. He was all about L.O.V.E but that didn't mean he would fight for JUSTICE too but within reason and never with malice. Only when we allow Michael or any 'lost loved one' to live inside of us, we can 'move on' and make our own HIStory while we still can! Take care, Daz. 10/28/2013 Proud and stubbornYep, it is ONE of these days without my Muse where I can 'prove' to the world how PROUD and STUBBORN I really am. Heehee! I hope the #BoycottCM campaign really hits off as indeed 'if we raise our voice as one, we can achieve justice'. I feel all 'fired up' today! I know, some of you will say it's a BAD thing letting this 'control' me. It's NOT in control, I am! Ignoring it all together would be 'disrespectful' to the one who has given me more in life than I can ever do in return. So, loyalty comes with a price, I know! At least, I stand up for someone that isn't here today to defend himself. Ignoring Justice is just the same as destroying it! Am I ranting here? Nah, I'm just proud and stubborn. Stuff Michael taught me! Like the banner says "You can KILL the dreamer but you CAN'T kill the DREAM" as long as we carry Michael in our heart, the dream will always be alive. No matter how hard they try to destroy it! Daz. 10/25/2013 put on your shining armourHello there, Sowwy for the 'lack' of updates here. I'm wearing my 'shining armour' here, ready for battle! Yep, I'm the hardcore and loyal kind! All I seek is RESPECT and JUSTICE for Michael. Indeed, Michael Jackson! To some just a celebrity! To me, one of my HEROES! A man I 'grew' up with. A man I looked up to. A TRUE Humanitarian! A gentle SOUL, used and abused by today's society! Indeed, he was MURDERED! The justice we got 2 years ago was on the 'lame' side cause the MURDERER gets released for GOOD behaviour. It's all BS to me, you know! I know, everyone DESERVES a second chance! Certainly NOT quacks who THINK that letting their patients DIE in their care is the 'normal standard' cause they are after all 'the DOC' hey? With no 'restitution', he thinks he's off the hook! I don't think so, Sunny Boy! It's indeed a whole different ball game we're in and it crashed like a meteorite in 2009. A whole chunk of me went missing and some days I just feel that ache more than other days. Instead of sobbing over it, I put on my shining armour and stand in line to defend my KING! Daz 10/22/2013 YEash!YEASH, what a difference a day make hey! On your left, you will spot something NEW and intriguing. Indeed, it's my new novel I finally published. It's so exciting yet scary letting it go. I feel like a Momma letting its toddler from under my wings out in the BIG BAD world, LOL. I adore how the cover turned out so swell too. From the moment, I spotted this piccie, a scene from the book 'played' in my head and then I knew, this is the PURRRFFEECCT piccie! A lot of thought has to go into the cover too as this is like the clothes you wear, you know. I wanted it to be intriguing like 'sucking' you in the story. Trying to peer further in the distance eager to know what happens next! This is the exciting but 'letting go' moment, right now! Not for too long though cause Book 3 is already 'elbowing' its way into my brain. This is a YEASH moment, Daz. 10/21/2013 AnnoyedHey, "annoyed" has my name in it, LOL. Never mind! How was your Monday? I was a bit annoyed at the 'lack' of 'enthusiasm' at the start of another College day. So, now I know, wanna be part of Generation 0? You cheer when the teacher is ill so that you can 'waste' your Bloody morning babbling 'nonsense' while surfing FB. Nice, real nice! Will certainly get you a 'degree'! Anyway, NONE of that for me. I said my polite 'hello's' and that was it. Back to topic of the day: Project work! In my humble opinion, FB should be 'barred' at College for the sake of the 'well being' of students. Some need to be 'protected' from their own 'stupidity', sigh. I guess, I'm just too strict and determined or is it one of my 'autistic' streaks that I hate the sheer 'bump hours' where you can just 'waste' time, sigh. Yep, I'm ranting here, DUH... It's called "Scribbles" for that reason, Hun! Seriously now, I do like having fun but there is a place and a time to have fun and College is NOT where you go and wear your jeans out. I go to College to 'prove' that someone with a 'disability' still has skills and talents. Maybe, it's the age cause a lot of students could be my sons or daughters in age. I did say 'could be' cause mine wouldn't be 'raised' like how they act. Please note, I'm NOT the 'judging' or 'gossiping' kind. I didn't learn it at home, I certainly didn't learn it from Michael but GEE, some peeps can get on your nerves hey. I mean they are 'healthy' and they take everything for granted. Ah well, give them 20 years 'life experience' and I can only hope some 'wisdom' seeps into their 'stupid' brains. See, they give me all this rant and insight of how 20 year olds act. Disgraceful really! Daz. 10/19/2013 The A and B listHello there, PHEW!!! Some days, I'm overwhelmed by the stuff I need or want to do. Seems like all the chores pile up and I feel like drowning in the quicksand. You ever feel this way too? Well, this is what you do! You make an A Priority list and a B one. You first focus on the A list and then with a content heart you can move on to the B one. So, that the NEEDY tasks are done and you don't need any 'energy' to fret about them. The B ones are the ones you want to do today but it won't hurt you if you do them tomoz too. This was the 'healthy' tip of today, Daz. 10/17/2013 Be braveNAH, see it wasn't such a BIG deal! Duh, sometimes we make a fuss for nothing or maybe it's cause we care and we want it so much that nothing will stop us, right? So, I was brave today going to the dreading Job fair. I was glad that the lady at front was nice and welcomed me. Took the edge of it a little. Of course, NOT one stand applied to my situation but then there was the one from the unemployment office and so I asked for a new password to get into my files again and sort things out myself! She was nice too, saying that I don't need to despair and one day the RIGHT Job will fall into my lap. I kind of left with a content heart knowing, it did make a difference me going. So, I consulted those files and they were NOT accurate of course so I updated them now to a tee. I guess, the fuss was... I hate it when people are not 'pro active'. It simple means, you keep the other updated on the current state of appointments and that's what 'customer service' is all about. If you make an app and you're later, contact the other party. It's a form of 'Respect' and I really appreciate it! Or simply if you're counselling someone a simple 'how are you doing now? ' mail only takes a minute to send and you show 'respect' to your client. Just saying! Anyway, had enough of all that 'counselling'. I'll stand my own ground for now on cause my Muse is MORE 'reliable'! Daz. 10/16/2013 Ignore my talentBefore I hit the 'BIC', I need to get this off my chest. So, YEP! Another rant! Sowwy! I'm dreading to go to a job fair tomoz. Don't get me wrong here, I'm NOT lazy, I'm NOT a leech but I already know the 'outcome', I'll be a 'ticking time bomb' when I come HOME again. WHY? Employers and counsellors, ONLY spot my 'disability'. They tend to 'ignore' my Talent. I already have to cope and live with it 24/7 so I don't NEED peeps telling me I'm not 'suitable' for a job. All the jobs 'presented' at a JOB fair are off the 'handy with your body' type which am I NOT. Though, I can type fast and without any faults on a PC. I'm the SOLE author of this site, okay. So, wish me strength tomoz to 'educate' peeps that having a 'disability' doesn't mean I'm with 'stupid' now. I'm more determined, focused, passionate. I really DO want a PART TIME job in the admin field but the demands are way off charts sometimes. Okay, back to the light again, Daz. 10/15/2013 kick in the backMind boggle of today... Having friends to have silly fun with is cute and nice but when they give you feedback on what you write, where you put your heart and soul in! It's twice as nice and feels like that 'kick in the back' you needed to believe in yourself cause it doesn't matter your Muse nags your head off, if you get NO feedback, then it's dull pure and simple! It boosts your current project cause you feel you accomplished your mission to inspire people, to let them escape if only for a few moments. Its what gets you through! 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