8/29/2013 I forgive you, Michael“I FORGIVE YOU, MICHAEL” I, of course, had to write a Blog on Michael’s B-day, commemorating Michael’s 55th B-day. I’m sure, I’ve given him the PERFECT GIFT by going back to College and enrol into the ‘Graduate’ studies in the Library world now. It would be another dream come true. Thanks to Michael, I dare to take the plunge and go for it! Yesterday, I had another ‘revelation’ too. You know, ONE fine day… You realize what’s been holding you down all these years! I bought a book on ‘grieving’ cause I just wanted to get rid of it and live happily ever after, as they say. I didn’t want all this pain and hurt and stuff. I just wanted the ‘nightmare’ to go away. The ‘first line’ in the book said: FORGIVE. I closed the book and it took flight. ‘IMPOSSIBLE ‘ screamed my heart. ‘HOW CAN I FORGIVE? My life has just been stolen for me. The ONE person I looked up to as been ripped away from me. It’s all your fault! You left him to die. YOU? You weren’t there for him! YES YOU TOO? Where were you that night? I’m BROKEN. I’m NO ONE without you. PLEASE, come back! PLEASE! ‘ 4 of the toughest years have slipped by and yesterday, I finally realized the book I ‘learnt to fly’ LOL was RIGHT after all, DUH! When you really wanna HEAL your grief? Find that NEW way of life? Create NEW memories? Find that inner peace in you again? There is only ONE thing you can do and that is FORGIVE! It sounds SIMPLE, does it? It took me ‘bleeping’ 4 years though and still I have to ‘scold’ my heart to ‘FORGIVE’ when I read stuff about the ‘nightmare’ but L.O.V.E and F.O.R.G.I.V.E are the only letters to HEAL, simple as that. Comments are closed.
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